A few years ago, I woke up in a horrible moment of clarity and realized that my life was only a series of mirages… realities that did not exist except in my own mind. And in that horrible moment that changed so many lives, I realized that it wasn’t too late to change the course of my own life. I didn’t know how to do it but I knew I had to. And I have tried… Oh I have stumbled and probably taken the long way to get to wherever it is that I am but I know no other way… How could I ever return to the lies I used to tell myself? Failure is such a tough medicine to swallow… especially when it is self-inflicted. And still I’d rather stumble on than curl up in a corner and whimper for the rest of my miserable life. And so I choose to stumble on… up a lonely road on a quest for whatever it is that I seek.
My Quest
